Worth Every Risk : A Billionaire Single Dad Romance (Hawkston Billionaires Book 3) by Rae Ryder

Author:Rae Ryder [Ryder, Rae]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: anonymous
Published: 2025-02-13T00:00:00+00:00

19

MATT

Itie up the condom and toss it in the bin. I grip the edge of the sink and stare at myself in the mirror.

What the fuck just happened?

I think my world has been blown apart by a woman, and I have no idea what to do now. Should I pretend I’m unmoved? Pretend this was just sex? Pretend she was nothing but a good fuck?

My heart feels raw, like that orgasm stripped layers off it. I can feel the beat of it everywhere; the rush of blood in my ears is deafening. It never felt like this with Gemma.

“Mr Hawkston?” Her voice is soft and there’s a hint of sadness to it. Even after what just happened, she’s not using my name. “Was this a mistake?”

My body heats uncomfortably at the question. I look up and see her in the mirror. She’s standing naked in the bathroom doorway.

“Does it feel that way to you?”

Her brows draw together. “Not at first. It felt right. So right. The most right thing in the world. And then…”

I turn to face her, leaning back against the sink. “Then what?”

“Then it scared me, feeling that way. Being so open to you. I shut down the connection. I didn’t mean to. And then you noticed, and it felt like you thought it was all a mistake. All of it happened in the blink of an eye, and then you walked in here like you were trying to escape.”

I blow out a breath. She saw everything. In seconds, she had me all figured out. This is intense. And also ridiculous, the way we’re both naked, discussing what ought to have been nothing more than a quick and satisfying fuck. And Aries is only making it worse with her talk about connection and openness and all that bullshit. Only it’s not bullshit, because I know exactly what she means...

I did this. I fucked this up, and I don’t know how to unfuck it.

Moments ago, our bodies were so in tune, so perfect together, and now there’s an insurmountable gulf between us.

“Is this a one-time thing?” she asks, her voice full of pain. “Should I leave?”

I rub the heels of my palms against my eyes and let out a frustrated groan. “No. I’m sorry. It’s just… I wasn’t expecting it to be the way it was either. I wasn’t—”

“I know. I get it.”

“You do?”

A tentative smile pulls at her lips. “I was there too, remember?”

I laugh, but without opening my mouth to release the sound. “Shit.”

She takes a step towards me, cautious at first, but then with more confidence. “There’s one thing I really do need to know,” she says, looking at me seriously. “Am I going to get more time with that huge dick of yours? Because if not, you’re going to have to clone it for me.”

I laugh aloud now, unsure what the hell she means, but grateful that she’s making light of whatever just happened. “Huh?”

“Make a model. Turn it into a dildo. So I can fuck myself with it every day.

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